"Computer addiction is not a nice quality in a person"

In case you haven't guessed, my title is a quote from Liam.
My reply? "Neither is grumpy arse-face-ness". Not exactly mature but bloody hell, has that man been in a mood all day or what?!

He was out early; he had Law training today lasting until 4pm. Learning how to reference things online and in a huge law library.
I was determined to get the children and Tonks to the woodlands, we wanted to see the Cuban carnival at the park too. Unfortunately we had to get our shopping done, and without Liam it meant we were late and it meant it was twice as stressful.
We got it done though, made lunch and took off to the woodlands. Passed by the carnival on the way and wow was it LOUD! As we had Tonks I said we'd look at the carnival on the way home, in the hope that she would be worn out and less likely to be naughty then.

We had a picnic and the children got a chance to try tree climbing (something we never seem to have the opportunity for) and then Tonks got a chance to try out water - she loved it! In and out, starting with a little dip to test and ending up swimming out to retrieve her dummy and chase after an angry mama duck. We went exploring in the woody areas and on the whole got completely worn out, scratched up and muddy. It was great!
Liam met us at the big hill, and we walked home together. He seemed to be instantly in a bad mood, which at the time I put down to my wearing a push up bra with a low cut dress. I was all held in, no bra on show, I tied the wrap dress super tight! But there you go, Liam for you. Hey, it's only him out all day again and do I know where he's gone for sure? just as well that I trust him not to be going off seeing someone else, because I tell you what? He is out an awful bloody lot, and his anger, annoyance and general discomfort would be seen as a guilty conscience by a LOT of people if they knew about it.

I bought takeaway for the children and Liam on the way home, so that we didn't miss Doctor Who - we are getting some seriously good finale stuff at the moment! I'm so worried that David Tennant is leaving - he is so great I can't imagine the show without him! mind you, I'm very attached to Donna too, and will miss her if/when she goes. There's spoilers around that I've read, but I'm hoping they are all wrong. I have only just recovered from Max's death in Hollyoaks yesterday! That was awful, I cried so much.

So tonight I'm thinking things are ok. We watched some TV together, I went online and then shut the lappy when it got boring. Watched more TV and I fell asleep against him. I woke up and got the washing out of the machine and spoke to my mum on the phone. Then I went back online and he goes to bed in a complete grump about my 'computer addiction'. FFS, I just don't get it - I am on the computer sure! But it's my only means of talking to friends really; he's the one able to talk to people at work, kung fu, his uni course, down at the allotment (occasionally) and here I am, not even been able to meet up with Maria this week! And when I met up with her usually it was only for an hour at the most. I'm fucking lonely you know. I don't think I want to be online so much, but what else is there for me? God that's sad. But seriously, if the people I talk to online were living next door then I'd be hanging over the garden fence for chats, and would Liam be any happier? I doubt it.

Ah well, I suppose I had better break my 'addiction' and go hang the washing up. No wait - if it really is an addiction that would mean I have to stay online all night, right? Oh dear, I'd better stay sat here but I must be breaking the mould, because I really do want to hang that washing up! So addiction or not, goodbye!